Paralyzed .....

The same patterns are following me for the last few months .....

The same one step forward and two steps backwards ....

I would like to be able to understand how to change the patterns ....

I try to trust that the "bad" (?) news from today, as I just left home for a longer run, occurred for one single reason now: to make space for something amazing on longterm! Otherwise, I would now die.

Ablas said to me in autumn, I should focus on my creativity, I should dare to do something with my art .... and I have no idea how and what ..... 

After spring days and then rain, yesterday evening came a snowstorm. Windy and a lot of new snow downtown too.

Milky sky over the entire valley and all web cameras on the mountains covered by snow, so nothing to see.

Then at noon a sort of summer sun came out very strongly .... in about two hours the snow downtown gone .... amazing crazy winter this year.

I need a wonder. Again. I believe in wonders .....