(Ernesto Cortazar – Sicilian Romance)
A peaceful, peaceful
autumn day like a late romantic symphony, no drops of baroque or Beethoven
sounds. Grey sky all over the sight limits. No track of movement, no leaf
breathing. A landscape in Theta Waves. A dying green on the fields.
(Handel – Sarabande)
He purely enjoys
these kind of nothing-to-say mornings
and is grateful having them. Thinking back in his life, he found the joy of
loneliness in his life more often as he felt the joy of having company. A not
suitable company is worse as being alone. We are never lonely indeed. Who feels
lonely did not discovered himself yet, we are three entities alltogether, all
the time. It is a thing he just understood now in his 50th life year,
through his emotion and intellect too and when the intellect gives up,
applauding the Emotion and letting her the Leading Role, then you are closer to
yourself and to the improvements of your future life. Your life is the only
thing is matter. If Your Own Live is flowing, then you have the strength and
the empowerment to help other.
(Thoma Albinoni – Concertos for Oboe und
Violin)
He suddenly felt a
kind of Something in the chaotic dormitory where now all the packed things into
cartoons are ready for the soon moving out …. This time moving out in a total
different part of this long and cold country …. Cold by the essence of a nation
who probably never healed the old traumas of its history. The coldness sets
boundaries and no explanations are given. This kills souls …… souls like his.
The space gets such a
different flair, it is like free space was designed for a new different
dimension. He has the feeling of feeling The Aura and cascades of thoughts are
coming from above, pictures from an entire period of life he spent on The Roof,
when things seemed to work more or less from themselves.
The Aura – well, we
do not realize that this is a part of us belonging to us. It is not our shadow,
as the shadow depends of light. Aura belongs to us, it is our eggshell and
inside we are those who are living.
(Best of Bach)
He largely opened the
window and turned the heat system off. Such a static atmosphere today, cars
sounds are irrelevant, he is listening to music, to rain and to himself ….
There is Something there today, it is something different today …. Alone in
this over 100 square meters apartment over the big garage but not lonely ….. there are still some souls here
he loose years ago and re-entered his life again …. Now, feeling that, he starts
to think about how it would be better: to send them away or to accept them and
let them stay so long they find here a place?
“Let them stay, otherwise you spoil everything. Let them stay so long is
needed. They will then discreetly leave you and everything will be OK, you will
not even notice because you will be doing so infinite well, boy … so infinite
well ….”
(Claude Debussy – Clair de Lune)
The Aura plays an
important role for us. We (can) change it, conscious or not. Our Human Design
Profile helps us to see and to understand where do we are positioned in this
matter, how close do we let others to come to and into us, how open we are for
getting others’ energies fields and in which points of us.
(Improvement Music from Tibet)
Life begins at the
end of the comfort zone (Dalai Lama). Does The Aura show us our comfort zone?
When do we talk about the Comfort Zone actually? Each person has the own
Comfort Zone and as we are so different, it is clear that the CZ also varies.
It is about a psychological border each of us has about what we feel
comfortable to do in different aspects of our life such as work, personal
relationships, where we live, what we share with others.
Aura is a different
stuff although. A Swiss Doctor, Paracelsus (1493-1541) said centuries ago
already: “The power of life is not
confined to a human, but radiates around her like a sphere of light.”
Thinking about
Paracelsus words, he remembers a sculptor lady said to his mother years ago: “I
would like your son comes with me downtown today. I feel good with him around
me, he has a good presence, a good Aura, he has a straight spinal column and a sort of aura,
I don’t know what ….. but he has something appealing at a different level, not
a physical one.” He was 22 then.
(Schubert – Ave Maria)
He closes the window
again and listen to the music of the raindrops. A large orchestra keeping a
constant rhythm for hours ……….
(Paul Collier music)
After 26 years, remembering
about that German sculptor lady, Karin, he looked after her in internet. He
didn’t remember her name, just the name of the place. He found her after few
minutes and wrote to her. The lady is now over 60, doing works and teaching. An
overwhelming feeling came and he suddenly was back in Germany 26 years ago …. All
those life stories, all those days and weeks and months and years and loves and
feelings and people and landscapes and colours ……….. Karin wrote back to him.
Yes, it would be nice to make her a visit, she remembers well about his mother
and those times …..
(Melody of Love –
Beethoven)
The Aura is an electro-magnetic
energy field surrounding us. Aura is a layer of our Being. There is said, that
not only living entities – humans, animals, plants – have an aura, but also the
objects all over the place.
Your Aura contains your
very individual information and it is subject to change all the time, as you
change all the time. It also has a highly intensity of perception which absorbs
information from outside of you.
Aura has different
shapes, colours, textures, sizes, sounds, patterns.
Through energetic work you
can be told who you really are. Your Aura responds to your thought you are
thinking. A negative thought is perceived, interpreted and sent back as a
physical symptom.
Seeing a person from
the first time you mostly judge him or her due to the feeling you get. It is
about her or his Aura. You can say if his/her smile is a fake one or a real
one. You can say if he/she is a generally speaking merry, optimistic being or
rather a pessimistic one. You can feel even if he/she is passing a crisis at
that moment or not. His/her Aura is the message let you decide if you like or
dislike that person.
Aura has several
layers and the closest to your body shows through its colour your essence.
We all are able to
see auras and there are more levels about what we see. Most of us forget it, but it can be learned by exercising. Just make
clear for yourself the reason you want to see Auras.
Seeing others’ Auras build
a certain type of intimacy as you see inside of them. If we all would pay
attention to our and others’ auras we would have less judgment in the world,
less insults, less misinterpretation, a
better interaction, a colourful world, a
better communication and understanding. We would start to perceive the effects
we have on others. Seeing beyond the physical appearance would turn us on into
more human beings.
Perceiving Auras
means focusing on that and shutting down the environment that distracts our
attention. When we still used to go to the cinema to watch a movie, we focused
on the movie, on the big monitor. For one and half up to three hours we totally
forgot about our life, worries, stories. We were in the process of being aware.
Watching the same movie at home now we mostly are distracted by what it is around
us: movements, discussions, a phone ringing, what is in the refrigerator etc. etc. We never stay 100% focused on that movie,
we interrupt or we let us being interrupted and leave the process several times
during the movie. This is a way of becoming superficial in time, not paying
attention, not perceiving details, not finishing things we might have started,
not carefully listen to each other and so on. We use to laugh about these kind
of processes, so our Ignorance is our Master.
Babies see Auras,
they do not need to learn the process, it is something we have in us when we
are born. We do not have the words, the vocabulary, this will be given to us. Not
having the words, the “definition” of what we see as babies, we natively focus
on the Aura we see, on that information that is actually more than enough for
us. After we are forced to learn the words, we start to focus more and more on
the physical world and lose our capability to see and perceive beyond that, so
a lot of information we used to see goes lost forever from our life. We never
reach our baby capability status again or just a small part of it (what is
often said about old people? “Oh, don’t pay attention to him, he just dropped back
into the childhood mind.” – right? We should better pay attention to this: “A
nation without old fellows should buy some ….”).
Seeing only what is
physical while ignoring everything else that is non-physical is not a sign of Evolution.
This limits us in an
extraordinary way actually and we get lost in time, because the Reality has much
more to offer than only the objects we are now able to see. We are actually 90%
blind through the Real World and through our Life. We are not able to see, hear
and feel beyond the image our eyes see at a moment inside a very small area. We
once had the “eagle view” over everything and now have the “frog view”.
Very few human beings
still have and develop their extra sensitivity at this level and I was lucky
enough to meet one of them last year (clear voyant). It was a turbulent
experience in my life. Not a nice one after all as I wasn’t prepared somehow. At
the first contact I’ve got confused and my Intuition said to me instantly: “Keep
distance of her!”. I ignored the Intuition and after less than six months,
I experienced a new trauma of my life due to that person. Now I know better how
to recognize these kind of humans and to focus on listening to my Intuition. Being
a clear voyant does not necessarily means you are “a good” person or the
suitable person for me, don’t ignore this aspect!
The ability of seeing
Auras means also the ability of not focus on the problem, but beyond the
problem – when a situation occurs, for example.
When we want/desire
something that is not coming to us we should understand that a part of us doesn’t
really wants/desires that something, so we experience a conflict. This is why
you always first should clarify the reasons of wanting or not wanting
something, both is equal important.
(The Rain Sounds by The Nature)
The Mind talks. “I
don’t want hear you today, I don’t want listening to you, I do not need you
today, believe me.” The Mind talks and talks …. to itself. He is not listening
anymore.
He is listening to
the rain, the sounds of the drops falling on the roof and the windows over the
bed. “I will miss these sounds, this space and this silence. But, I will be
fine, I will be better, Life goes on …. “
“Life is a movie. The mind is the one that rules that
movie. The way you interpret your process, the way you look at life, the way
you see others, the way in which, in essence, you interpret the Maia itself…
all that is through the agency of mind, and it leads to this incredible
distortion: That mind is in charge.
That
somehow, because it is the agency through which we interpret the Maia, it has a
right to rule our lives. It does not.
That's the
way of folly. It's the way of the not-self and homogenization. And yet, it is
so important to understand that when you take away the authority of the mind to
rule your life, you have a chance to discover your mind.
You discover
its potential when it is no longer burdened by all those mundane decisions that
you think you have to make.
Instead of
living the truth of who you are, operating according to your Strategy &
Authority and sitting back in the passenger seat and watching your mind as it explores,
as it shares, as it communes with the other.
Mind has a
future, it does. A future that doesn't include telling you what to do.
Everybody's
in a hurry… Everybody is always in a hurry.
Those of us
who live in Western societies, we have been inundated and inculcated with this
concept that everything is there to be had now.
Now. Instant gratification.
It's
something to know about Human Design, it’s not a fad. It’s not something you
dabble with, because it's a process of deconditioning which begins when you
enter into your Strategy & Authority: The experiment of operating correctly
as yourself.
It doesn't
change things overnight but it does have an impact, there is no question about
it. And each moment that you make a decision correctly as yourself changes the
whole trajectory of your process.
But we are
bio forms, and we were all born into deep conditioning, conditioning that
settled deeply into ourselves. We have a process in this life of cellular
renewal. Just about all the cells in our body are renewed every seven
years.
Deconditioning
is a seven-year process. It takes dedication and discipline. It takes the dream
of wanting to fulfil your purpose on this plane.
We often
forget, when we look at those that we admire, that we refer to in terms of their
journeys and their processes, how much time it took.
It’s a life
process. It’s about transforming your life, not transforming for an experience
in the moment. But transforming for a process that ultimately results in you
living out your purpose here on this plane as an aware nine-centered being.
Deconditioning,
it takes time. Be patient, live your process moment by moment, but understand,
it is a journey. There is no instant gratification in that.“ (Ra Uru Hu)
